ZONGS OF ZAMZARA

i always wondered about this place

never felt i really belonged here

always felt like a misfit

always felt deeply

always had deep love

always looking for love

always disappointed

so many here

soulless

so much pathetic

greed

living amongst

incredible beauty

and horror

so much suffering

my soul can’t stand it

much longer

a million times

i’ve wanted to leave

my life force is dying here

only love can save me

but i’ve searched all my life here

and i’m on empty

looking forward

to going back home

but maybe

just maybe

i can forget about myself

one last time

and give whatever love

that’s still inside me

let it flow out

like blood

until

i die

only to go back

home

where

love

exists